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Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 4:35 PM

Love song - SARA BAREILLES

SARA BAREILLES
Love Song"

Head underwaterAnd they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me; but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it'
cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin',
Imma need a better reason
To write you a love song today (today)

I learned the hard way
That they all say
Things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin',
Imma need a better reason
To write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I sayI won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minuteBabe,
I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason toWrite you a love song today

Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 8:41 PM

I let go without having a reason to!

well today is stil a SHITTY day

but at least i just didn't cry out my hurt within

but today is a much worse SHITTY day!

haha at least i can let go of this hurt inside me

WITHOUT HAVEING A REASON TO

well tnkz to these people

Joshy-licious, Esther! and Last but not least V for Vernon

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at last, all along i been crying out in the pitless depths

of earth.

i duno what made me wana say that but i just have

the urge to say that! haha well

tnkz man haha school was totally suck man

non of my friend knew aniting at all

dispite my facial expression.

haha tnkz alot people hehe i feel much much beta nw

Thank Lord for puting such people in my life!

u rock man Jesus

Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 6:54 PM

Im so fucked up

one word to discribe me:

Pure Fucked Up

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yea you get me! im just like a Wondering soul

seeking peoples attention and aceptance.

itz the simplest thing that people can get that i cant

whatever i do, people just take me for a piece of Junk

not apreciating of the significance i made in their life.

Fine even they dun relize i made a change in their life

but they just ignore me.

Finding friends is hard. how i wish im deaf and mute

so i dun have to make any friends.

Makeing friends is easy

but mantaining it is hard

charishing is hard

forking out time is hard esp when u got too much to

do but tooo little time.

All i nid is people to acept me for who i am

not what i can do.

i know im not well skilled but only in guitar

but what has people gota do with playing in guitar?

i dont know too but sure do i know that

stucked up people hate guitar players.

so be it. the way i express myself is trough

playing the guitar. thatz how i talk, trough

THE GUITAR.

i dont sound well and i dont expect people to say nice

but didnt i expect that people go around haveing

problem saying guitar is for hardcore fuckers

do i look like one? the heaviest ive ever

been into is post grude that isnt even close to

HEAVY METAL

so well all i can do is to wait at a corner of a room

waiting for someone to reach out to me and say

Hey Friend

Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 8:35 PM

Hillsong united - Savior King

Saviour King
by Hillsong United
album: All of the Above (2007)

And now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
And now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is Him and I'm more than blessed

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good

You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

Let now your church shine as the bride
That you soar in your heart as you offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home
By the saved and redeemed those adopted as your own

I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 7:14 PM

good friday 2008

yo today is good friday yo

today is the day Jesus Christ got crucified at

mt Calvary with 2 prisoners at 12noon by the romans

come to think, im pissed with the Romans for taking away such thing

from us. Jesus Christ, the God in Flesh got crucified...

but look at the good side man. without Jesus Crist dieing

for us,we will be under sin foreva! we will never recieve his annointing

coz Christ = Annointing. and many many things and without his death,

we won't have the ability to pray in tongues and without his death,

people cant prove that he is a living god but only through resurection.

so u see the vice vesa now?

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well watch the news tonight man!

it kinda outrages, u no?

Jesus paid the price at the CROSS

so though him that we may not suffer anymore pain

but in the philiphines, people do things to the extent that

they are making things extreme. they whip themselves and

they CRUCIFY theymselves.

dosnt make sense rite?

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went to ECP to skate today and almost got a sunburn

haha expected at least 10 but onli 4 tuned up

haha so me and jeryn and gillian and joshua turned up only.

haha but josh say he dun wan to skate or cycle so he went to play scoccer

but turned out that he went home when i called him in the afternnon

but it was preety good lar but now my leg hurt

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 9:49 PM

too much to do, too little time

I see numbers on everything i see

numbers which count down to 0

im just under too much stress

i time myself too much

whatever i do, i time myself,giving myself

lotz of task to complete in a day with

much way too little time to

complete.

therz just too much to do,too little time

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stress been watching closely me from a corner

waiting to commite a mistake

and making every chance and oppounity

to strike,making me loose all control of myself

all hell breaks loose when that happens.

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well good thing is that good friday

so just 2day away. haha well got it all planned out

mabe meeting nicholas at ECP then meet the DG later

on and get them to know more abt nic lor

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Things to improve

1.) talk more in class (im just too quiet)

2.)try to keep my cool more

3.)use less of the com(im addicted to it man)

4.)wake up earlier!

Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 7:43 PM

3day F&B prog

totally coolsome man

the 3day F&B program haha

thought itz only 3days only, its good enough

haha no more being boredom-strucked

that goodie no.1

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Goodie no.2

i can laught at the Amath students for

the amount of homework they need to do

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Day1

had ice breaker games, got to know about

working in the hospitality industry and abit on what are

gona do for the next 2days haha.

before our lunch we had a competion on who

can make a cake which cost less than $2 look like a

$50 cake. then the 3plate carry. lunch then to

St. James power house for the ultimate Tiger live experience

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Day2

we went to egro tech to see how they process eggs

and ect ect ect ect ect

went on bus and BACK to school hoorauy!!!

BUT!

therez a big traffic jam thankz to mr Rain

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Day 3

we wrap up the program by going to

Mdm Q steak house served dishes the propper way

and enjoyed!!!!!!!

went back to school to wrap things up then Byess!!!!

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=BUT=

itz a friday!!!!what can i do?damn im bored

@ 7:32 PM

Mother board broke down

argh at last!!!!

a week without computer suckes man!!!!!!!!!

i nid my brakes too without the com, il be like

a mindless zombie studying studying studying

studying studying studying studying studying

without break.

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i remember on tuesday, i had nothing to do

and itz only like 12pm....OMG what am i gona do for the

next 6hrs? i cant stand 6hours of plain boringness

playing is totally out of the question! im sick

of playing the Xbox. i felt like ripping that rubish apart

at that moment!

the pain on my wrist is still there, due to the sprain

and thanks to the fall.

so playing the guitar is totally out of the question

so...... com's mother board broke down (no hope)

had a sprain arm which hurts alot. but in Jesus name it'll

heal (BUT still cant play guitar)

Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 9:08 PM

Dare to play4

the next time il blog abt saturdays DARE to play with

photos. Blogger is now down with some problem man

Aw dang i couldnt go for today's Sunday service

but i gota admit that yesterday's Dare to play 4 rocks to the

core dispite of the easy challenges and limit to where we can go haha

it was sooo cool man to end of the day with an hour of non-stop jetset

praise and worship. haha well me and brandon agreeded on one point

that the guitarist will screw up solution's song ending haha....well not

to mention that the strat went faulty haha well still gota say

Fender sunburst stratocaster rocks the most.

Thursday, March 6, 2008 @ 7:24 PM

Ive Added a new Video, Nice yo!
dang

im Recoverin from the fall rite now man.

well my sprained right arm seriously need a time off man

well for the deep cut under my chin, same goes for it. i shoudn't move

so ,much. i didnt attend school......Argh...the Investiture. I MISSED IT!

Sooo pissed off man. ive been waiting for the investiture since school

started and now the chance juz zoom past juz like that.

woke up this morning with the pain acting up again.

so i decided not to go to school, but to stay in the comfort zone

resting and recovering. haha spend most of my time doing

silent time. haha the pain just left slowly when i just read the

One Thing. it helped alot man. it opened my eyes and gave me

the revelation.

well i duno is ther sumtin wrong with me or is it by the grace of Lord

i just don't feel anger in me whenever something happens. i just felt

i can compress the feelings in me, and then next the feeling is gone

my life is just calm.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008 @ 8:57 PM

sorry peeps

sorry peeps..
Lately ive been sooooo busy that i barely have time
to even make a trip to the Loo.
I just need Jesus in my Life rite now man
I cant do anything. everything i do just brings me failure
I want to be prosperous!I want the Blessings

i want to be free.....haha

im so tired.
i dont have time for alot of time to do alot of things.

Sunday, March 2, 2008 @ 8:53 PM

Life is hard

Life is time,time is life
Living life is whole lota time
Life is short, time is short
Better live life for the lord

Lord is love,Love is Great
antidote for an emo life
cutting one up, isnt fun
rather slain and feel the Love

self-effort leads to nothing
Lords favor leads to Glory

Have u made yr choice yet?
Ive recieved my CALLING
Have You?

well just a little smething i wrote
haha when im just too stressed to think
so y nt pen down someting?well this is the
end product.

come to think fo it, when was the last time i wrote
a poem?
NONE
there wasn't a last time. this is the first time

praise the lord man! itz a steppin stone for me