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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 8:47 PM
Should I, Should I not?
There's just this controversy tingy going on right now abt to go or not to go to ITE. Planning your future ahead isn't easy when what you want to do in the future has Nothing to do with the courses you take in Poly or ITE. Alright maybe except for Info com, Mass com or Audio Visual Tech. apart from that all the courses that they offer does not appeal to me. Trying to imagine myself in that ITE uniform is So self-Condemning! i don't know why but it's just me. but if daddy has ever have plans for me to go there, then...I'll go whatever god has planned for me i can't simply reject right? since it totally different from missing the mark. but still i doubt il ever make it to sec5 after they raised the standard to getting less than 19points for Eng,Math & Best 3subs & i only take 6subs! Super risky with the Never ending F9 from Chinese. that's N level! if i get like 15points then...il most prob get 30points for O level! No! I don't want to go ITE, I Don't wanna Retain! I don't wanna be looked down by my parents! i don't want to be the only one out of the entire family line to go to ITE! I REJECT ALL THOSE IN JESUS NAME!!Amen I admit that i ain't so much of a academic smart person, more of a skill based person like...creativity? though i may a neutral brain user unlike ppl which have either their right/left brain having more dominance over the other side.
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Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
the Love of 16
Gota Blog before 12am man. How much better can today get? i mean serious?! it's so beautiful today. even right now when im blogging, im somehow still haveing the feeling of being moved to tears. i've just recieved alot today and when blessings come, it just smack me hard up,down, left, right & centre Today's Level session was about the father's love and towards the end Coach pat just spoke and said whoever who never felt a love of a natural father, put their hands on their heart & i did as he say without even a moment of hessitation. though i may have a natural father, but the thing is that i've never never felt his love. our daily conversation can be as little as a Good morning & Good Night only. the moment my heart just spoke "daddy, let me run to you and get caught in your embrace again" there's this Love-ey Love-ey feeling flooding though my insides! the power of love was just so overwealming that i just started to broke down n sob away without caring who is beside me. I guess im wrong when i said that i aint need no father's love, deep inside i've always yearned for my dad's affection. after Level session, went home because my sis said that they wanted to celebrate my birthday and yep it turned out Way way better than i thought it will be. man the meals costed a Bomb man! but no condemnation because i am favoured! i didnt even ask for much i only said seafood & they went to get like crab & 100pieces of Salmon! with lots of chicken & noodle. I thought that was the best birthday gife that i was gona get but little did i know, the best has yet to come and i sorta had a hard time opening my present which was in an airmail package & guess wad i found in it!! a Blue Ipod Nano! with Engraings from my family! for the 1st time in many years, i hugged them literally..body crushingly hard! i just wanted to cry at that moment..im just way too overwealmed with love! oh...itz 12:00 already! which means from now on! im eligible to watch NC16 Movies!! Im no more a minor! I will be going to prison instead of boys home( in jesus name i wont even step into it, amen!)
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@ 1:41 AM
My Ultimate wants
OMG! I'm less than 24 hours from turning 16! God Darn it! why must i turn old so Fast?! but still thinking back, i seriously think i did grew in the lord, though i may not blog, but it is carved deep into me. everyday just seem like a fresh start for me to rely fully on daddy although Guys have always have a reputation of not wanting to get help from others but still i think Daddy's help is more than essential! Okay since you guys kept asking me what i wanted for my birthday this year, i shall list out my ultimate wants for my birthday for 2009!  Nikon D300!
 A Nikor Fisheye lens
 Apple Macbook pro!  & not forgeting the holy grill of all guitars, the Lespual! Seemed way too far fetched right? NVM coz Birthdays arn't suppose to be what are you giving the Boy/Girl of the Day but rather giving them a surprise. put it this way, it's a week before your birthday and your mum walks into your bedroom telling you what she is gonna get you for your birthday and compare that to this, your mum pretends to be obvilious of your birthday and surprises you on your birthday with something you want, that would be a better deal right? So, No point asking what i want for birthday since Birthday is more of surprises and blessings and being around your loved ones rather that you being a friend poundering on what to get your friend
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Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 1:10 PM
Black or White
By now you would have heard abt about the news of the passing away of the Pop legend/sensationn Michael Jackson yea? haha well it's extremely sad to hear of that new right? how is it that A man who succeeded in his carreer way before his 30's, Who won more than 10 Grammy awards , worked with the Big name of the music industries and had his comeback concert set die of such a death? i would agree with the point, what for be rich when you are not even physically fit enough to enjoy it all. RIP man MJ you king of Pop! but Amen ive got a King of Kings
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Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 12:41 AM
Friendly was living in Toronto
Just So worried abt my friend Livin in Canada.It's been like a mth since i saw you online.our means of communication is through still MSN,even though we've both wanted to be penpals. isn't Friendship such a great thing? to be able to put 2 people,from totally different backgrounds and culture together to understand one another, to live to tell each day of their lives to each other & to share those great moments together. i rememberd i would wake up in the early ungodly hours of the morning during my exam period to keep you company through your afternoons while you negletd your sleep just to return that favor. not even that 12hour difference can tear us apart Wow that's what i truly call FRIENDSHIP be sure to mail me soon yea Ange?
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 11:17 AM
Get on
Good Gods! Now I'm only left with 3day before the new term starts and I'm still have got my table load of homework uncleared. I seriously gotta stop procrastinating and get on with my work!
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Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 11:50 PM
Lvl 4 Outing!
Douh!...-_- cant believe just spent 10 minutes searching high & low just to look for my camera to get the pictures uploaded only to find that it is in my bag right beside me!!...feel So Dumb, but! i forgive myself Anyway I woke up with a very depressing Aura around me the moment i woke up, probally i woke up from the wrong side of the bed? but it just somehow dissapear during the games which was Uber Awsome! & Uber well planned. Daddy's gace was upon us! we experience cool weather throughout the day with just a little bit of sun and wind. i personally liked the bang bang game which was facilitated by Beverly. quite a test of reflexes and brain work though, which my brain turned rusty..haha i studies for less than 20hours this holiday added up but i guess the rest of the week will be for me to catch up on my study with like 8chapters of Sci & 2 more chapter of math & like 30english daily word to learn. Towards the end of the outing, the coaches prayed for us with annointing oil & guess wad when i was slained, Daddy just spoke to me. short & simply which carried power with it. he said "Go" many flashbacks just flew by, pictures of me falling short, falling over and over again. i finally realize that many things i was given opportunites but then i didnt utilize it well. Every chance that flew by, I let it out the window. i hessitate whenever i was given the opportunity & whenever i finally made up my mind to go ahead, all good in whatever i am doing were gone. Hessitation have been stopping me from living my life to the fullest & Live, i only got 1 to live, so why let hessitation get in my way? something invisible yet so deadly. but I have the power! i am set apart and thus no evil shall come near me for as Jesus is, so Am I Oh yea photos are down there!  Floor Lady!          
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Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 4:05 PM
1st Test
Im Down with a Flu again..so right but im feeling soo Good! Im currently taking a break of throwing away unwanted stuff (aka. Garbage) but it's such a relief to see your store room clean and Neat! but non the less, i was sneezing away in the store room due to the Dust. Healing is Mine! the Devil's word will hinder my healing thus i shall confess that As Jesus Is So Am I! & If Jesus crush the Devil's skull at the Cross, I won't hessitate to Crush it one more time! but hey, im on Victory ground right now, so no point trying to stoop to the devil's level to achieve what i want hehe I heard from Taizi that my Testimonie got read at DARE today, but too bad i wasn't there to witness what impact it can bring onto those who are praying for Healing. bt surely if i was someone who is in need of desprate healing at that point of time & i heard of that testimonie, it would be like a few kilotons of Faith just went off in me. I guess that's the first time my Testimonie got read at DARE! but If that's what Daddy wants me to do, i will Continue to share my Testimonie on how Daddy steps in to take Control of Situation which i go through every week.
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Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 8:18 PM
Run To You
I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it.I did it. I ran 13.5km( 3 rounds around the bedok reservoir) which is Uber Uber tiring, but it just leaves me a great sence of Achievement haha i did it in 1hr43min!
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 10:55 PM
Food Hunt to 2nd Mini Steamboat
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