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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 6:16 PM
Time's up
Wow....i guess this is the first time ive ever get a blog done This fast. it merely took me 2hrs only! rather than the usual week to do so. finally tomorrow is labour day! which means 3days off without the "Taoist Priest" haha Life seem much peaceful without her PMS-ing.Hey, Picture this, One day you woke up and just as you were to step out of bed and drag yr feet across the room to the bathroom, the Lord tells you "My Beloved, Today will be your last day in this world, tomorrow you'll be in heaven with me" and you at your peak of youth, there are many pleasures of life which is yet to be fulfilled and you just understood the concept of love what would you do
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 7:14 PM
the Holy Gril of SIM
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! Im like having the worse best day ever! it's just this mixed bitter sweet feeling mixing around me. Wanting to just lay my Fingers on that Holy Grill of my kinda game which is Sims 3. Waiting to get the Pre-order card, i decided to get my tuition teacher to help me get it. haha well my tuition teacher is kind of a "Steady" type. I wonder how is she able to take all my crap? the more she scold me, the more i laugh! and i even warned her that the more she does that the more crap il throw at her.
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@ 4:09 AM
1 degree
Itz 4:09am and the Birds are aldy chipping! God darn it, they must have overdosed on Global warming. Have you realize? the weather nowadays is going hay wire. I can no longer predict the rain pattern, the storms are getting heavier and heavier and just because of that 1degree rise in tempreature, i feel like some Roast Pork over the grill Slowly melting away. oh Wondering y am i up so early? just taking some time off my sleep to make ammendments to my Coursework haha Finally i found the suitable dishes to do so i guess all that is left is to get my square white plate which are pointy at the edges. eh...does anyone know where to get it form?
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Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 2:53 PM
Face it
Words were never meant to be this wayTil someday i can find my wayBy then,things wouldn't be the samebut deep in your heart, you seem dismayed-Why are you believing in all the wrong things,not facing up to yr true self?Someday you still have to take your standfacing to what you truly believe
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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 11:07 PM
My Testimonie to share with you
I will Not be dismayed! because "Healing is MINE!" because Jesus rightfully bought it at the Cross for me. Anyway its' great to finally attend DG and What Coach lily spoke abt really hit me hard!itz just refreashing to be through with yr sickening week and Rest! i found Rest in He who strengthens me. I shared my testimonie with the DG on Super Super Healing! Last Friday during the IFD scoccer match, i sprained & injured my leg badly, at first i thought it was nothing and was having the adrenline rush so i continued playing & didnt pay much attention to the pain til after the match and when was limping myself around the school and back home. that caused me to Not turn up for DARE on sat, which was uber dissapointing, so Sunday is now a must-must for me to turn up in church because im hungry for the Word. my heavenly manna. So on sunday, on my way to church already, when i was waiting 70 to Suntec, the pain started acting up again. with the ankle guard, my leg is aldy weak and hurting like S***, but still thought that "Hey Daddy, Since that i made a sacrifice, i wont leave empty handed right coz you said Seek first in the kingdom of God" so went on with the usual. Pastor Lian preached on the Ear and the Eye gate. Then in my mind i was thinking "Hey God has the rights to judge me but he didn't so who does the devil think he is? and started to tell myself that im healed in Jesus name and pictured that i was Healed and was jumping around. after the service though the pain was still there, i continue to press in and believe. After service went with the rest of Remix to MPG to hangout and chill, Something spoke in me saying "It is Done" at first i wasn't even sure if it was God himself so kinda ignored it till when it was time for dinner, i stood up and realize that the pain is NO MORE THERE. Run! Jump! Hop! Sprint! but the pain didn't show up! Wan Ru even kicked my Ankle but i feel no pain!! wow that's what i really call Super Duper Uber speedy recovery! and you know what? All you have to do is See, Hear and Believe!Arh...itz 11.49 and i have o be in school at 8 tomorrow. Shartec for some cooking course & Jesus will help me survive through it Amen!
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Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 5:40 PM
Dang
Please! no more work! man...i've been busy held up by my school work and self revision. exams is on 6may and i've still got my F&N to rush!
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Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 1:49 PM
Broken leg
Wonder why must all the mishappenings come my way & nic read my inbox without my permission (which i suppose not to be categorize under mishaps) & presumes that I'm actually having a time of life being in that particular situation, but things just seem way complicated to be enjoying it.IFD kinda Mishappenish man. sprained my leg! got hit in my Balls with the soccer ball! but thank God my balls are still in tack and there weren't any internal bleeding!i can finally say a mother do feel what the son is feeling. went to the Doctor with my mum, Man i tell u ever stroke he take, the pain was super excruciating, the expression on my mum's face was exactly like mine! seeing me in pain made her felt sour in the heart man! the point that i cant walk that much didnt really dampen my spirit but what really dampens my spirit was that I wont be able to attend DARE on sat! which makes it the 2nd time i skipped church this yr
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 6:31 PM
With eyes so cold
The Song explains it all, the way i feel towards life now. im so sick of trying to put things together,stand their stupid crap bear with their mockery. this is the straw that broke the camel's back. im not gonna be your Blow up doll who sits there and take all your fuckings.
Cant stand such shit man. Im drying up fast! my Favour pool is all dried! going to school now everyday is a dread, facing that stupid "Taoist priest" and just finding No favour among all my friends who give me that wierd look, with eyes colder that snow that stares through your soul.
God! you seem like a thousand miles away!
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Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 11:41 AM
Screw this Sunday
IWANTTOGOTOCHURCHIWANTTOGOTOCHURCHIWANTTOGOTOCHURCH!Can't believe that I'm stuck at home facing this stupid laptop of mine, doing some $%#ing Coursework instead of filling myself up in the Lord! and to make things worse, it's a Easter Sunday man! shouldn't i be in church celebrating the Resurrection of Jesus?!Screw this man
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 9:05 PM
Shopaholic-ness
Mums are the best! agree with this statement? it's been quite sometime since i last went out with her, and when i mean Sometime, i mean like how many blue moons! so i went to Tampines 1 with her to check out the shops there and well.....she spent like close to $200 on me. told her that i would pay out of my own pocket, she insisted n said "Don't need la, next time in the future when u start working, don't forget to support me okay" haha like as if i would? i think that she is the Greatest mum anyone can ever have, putting people before her making sacrifices.God Bless my mum!amenoh man i qued to get into uniqlo for aproximately 15min before going in to SHOP! i can admit guys do feel girlish in them and feel an urge to shop at times and seriously man this is the 1st time i've shop this much, buying 4shirt, a jeans and not forgetting a new guitar bag to replace my spoilt one
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Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 9:16 PM
"Taicoed" grace
Happy Good friday! i don't exactly know if this is to be celebrated but to me, Y not!You shouldJolly be happy that God sent his one and only son to save Humanity past,present and future from plungeing deep into hell! and to experience his Love for us. How would life be without a Savior, that's why im proud to have a Daddy, who came, felt the way like we do unlike other religion where they remind you that you're a sinner. but Daddy never did condamn me, but instead he reminded me that im a Royal Priest hood and a Child of God who is made righteous by his shed blood.Anyway. it just feel good to re-accomplish yr accomplishment yea. i met up whit Daryl to skate this afternoon and yep guess what? we skated from ECP towards the Runway of the Changi Airport. but well we never really did make it there, but just like 200-300m away all thanks to the storm. we were so close that we could smell it! then we saw a flash of lightning struck across our faces so yea, to play safe, we took a taxi back to the lagoon area. it was kinda dumb to Skate so far! and take a taxi back to where we started off. Oh yea! guess what Immediate respond to my prayers occurred! we were at the hawker center waiting for the stop impatiently cos we still got a game of pool with Josh n the rest of the Guy from the DG, so well i felt kinda "Creative" at that point of time and prayed for the Rain to just Pour even harder instead of praying for the rain to stop because Logically, more rainfall = shorter duration of rain. haha Bradly, help me pass a thank you to yr dad for driving us to the Katong mall. oh guess what? I "Graced" my way to victory with a game with Jon. the chances of scoring a victory in a game with him if you're a so-so player is already slim, what more for me? a rookie. im left with 5strip ball & him only left with the Black ball but i still won him! only the power of Grace can pull me through this manDid i mention? My big sister whip up a scrumptious meal for dinner! it was uber uber good 90/100! and though i may just feel like the loser of the family, being the only one in the N(A) stream, Daddy just reminded me that the world have no rights to label me and showed me im actually quite a something in the family! im the one who brought the smiles into my family telling stupid Confucius joke and all the mishaps in school. My dad being a Serious man and not smiling all the time, smiled when i told him that i said "I Love You" to Mr Guo just to see the freaked-out look on his face. would the family still be filed with smiles without me? i guess yes but not as authentic as mine hahaGuess il be going Shopping tomorrow, well which i may dread big time when im not in the mood but i simply had to check out the shirts & jeans in UNIQLO!
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Thursday, April 9, 2009 @ 5:17 PM
Shake my Digivice
UNIQLO just opended it's first branch in Singapore & ive checked out the website. man i tell you, im sure gonna love this shop man. itz full of casual wear n cool looking hoodies. maybe i'l be going over to Tampines later to check out that shop later, that is if i have the time. But i suppose i should have time to spare since tomorrow is Good friday and strangely there isn't any service tomorrow. but well itz Good to have Good frieday so as to nt c Mrs "Taoist priest" oh i think my tuition teacher is starting to regret acepting me as her student! ever week i'l do all sorts of rubish to annoy her & without fail it works! last week i made her say "Huh" & "Do your work" after every sentence and guess what this week? i made her Shake my Digivice for me haha i know thatz kinda naitive but, You cant stop natures course. when it's time to have fun, Go ahead but when it's time to get serious well u juz cant help but comply to it.
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ 7:16 PM
Aunty! Ass Milo
I've seriously got nothing much to share about this week but guess wad? Ive totally experience my Length of days! i mean serious 8hrs of school seem more like 4hours to me, haha talking about double portion.anyway Eliezer told me this which made me realize how Important pronounciation may be.Eliezer was walking to the Healthy Bites store when
China Girl: Aunty, can i have a Ass MiloEliezer: *Giggles then Laughters*Well aparently she wanted Ice milo but ended up ordering Ass Milo....Which to me, i presume is...Lao sai!Omg...haha josh just got a whole new name man! he told me that his teacher just Humans teacher just labeled him Ah beng....which doesn't seem like a big deal to me, well thats not my point. i just gave him a new name ABC! Ah Beng in Christ haha Cool rite?First Taizi n I came up with HNG, WUG & now ABC. Wow...Josh your name never seem to run out eh
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Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 10:40 PM
Please don't stop the rain
Still being affected badly by what happened yesterday....I went into the arena with full of confidence thinking you are the pillar who will not crumble & fall, but i guess i was wrong Again.i can't explain why must you put me down at such an important stage in this year. i've been anticipating for this competition since last year! i wanted to see how good am I compared to the Singapore national team. you did the routine with me, WE didn't show any signs of pain dispite of that sharp cramp in my foot. WE passed the 5minute mark and not risked not losing 0.1 for insufficient time. WE stood out of the arena waiting eagerly for our marks only to get Suck 7.86points. what went wrong? is it me praying for any mark which u think suits me or what?!Im tired of trying to keep up. im running out of fuel and lossing that faith momentem. zooming past mach1 seems way impossible to even give it a try. trying to stick as one is so HARD! Daddy, I GIVE UP! I REPEAT! I #$%^ing GIVE UP!!......please! this is like toment to me, how much more can i take?am i gona hold on even at breaking point?
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Friday, April 3, 2009 @ 5:11 PM
I'l be back
Kinda having mixed up feeling right now, 50% joy 30% disappointed & 20% pissed off. Competition standard this year just moved up a whole notch. the competitors ive seen last year just got way better. i got 7.86 for my routine which was quite OK...compared to the champion who go 8.40. ohh n this time, my leg lift lifted to a exact 90deg, last year i leg was so weak that i lift to to an 80deg only. Daddy did it with me! i just told him "Daddy, im not gonna care anymore!whatever marks u think suits me, just give it to me"it pisses me off to see people who does the routine ok-ok-ly and miss out a whole Lotta moves to get points more than me. its ridiculous man! the first thing that came to my mind when this guy who missed out like 5steps n lost his balance while doing to get 8.10 was "ASDFGHJKL!! Judge Kayu la! !@$#%" haha seriously man i completed my fagging routine without loosing balance n got pathetic 7.86 points??Forget it man, rmb this! il be back next year. i still got my O's next year bt meanwhile i will start paying more attention in my work now that the wushu competition is over. which mean i can go at 60% drive to do my F&N 1st. it's best that i finish my F&N in may. oh oh oh man....today i had a nightmare again! the last time i had a nightmare, i dreamt that i smoked, this time is the same but it aint any ordinary cigarette but i smoked Weed!! seriously man what is wrong with my sub-conscious
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Thursday, April 2, 2009 @ 7:29 PM
itz the adrenalin
I can't believe i ate my big sis's share of breakfast this morning. i was totally preoccupied my thoughts running wild in my mind with "What if, What if, What ifs?" the thought of you being the forth to do your routine, with Gazillion pair of eyes starring at you,5people judging you, waiting to spot every mistake you make so as to deduct your marks and lower your avg score and trust me 0.01 makes a huge difference!it can be between a gold n silver. i just hate it when 2 person does the routine at the same time, that's what that caused me to loose my 0.1 mark last year. i got so nervous that i kept turning my head to rely on my competitor for the next step but not knowing that i turned my head too much, i change the angle of my body and ended the routine with a 90degree angle mistake, yea..you've guessed it right, caused me to loose my 0.1 mark.Things to rmb1. Taichi is soft and Carry hardness in it. 2.your arm is an outreach of yr body,stretch out!3.Balance comes before lift so concentrate on Balance!4.Taichi is abt balance. therefore, no balance= don't move5.Complete the whole movement before moving on 6.Respect the judges! salute them when u r gonna start or when you've ended7.TaiChi+adrenalin= bad, Taichi+relax= Good =D
8.Let the voice within speak9.let your breath be your metronome10.Always always maintain that speed!well guess that's all to rmb. i shan't worry much. Daddy will watch my back for me amen!
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 5:35 AM
1st,2nd,3rd,4th
Quite a no. of things running in my mine now & sorting out my thoughts whiles blogging seem like a good idea. firstly i just realized that today is today is April Fool day.i kinda woke up on the wrong side of the bed with this Evil aura surrounding me, Dang! Daddy you've gota help me man control my temper today! esp when all those Arsholes are out there trying to fool me. i still kinda rmb this Racist act the last April fool day. Fazli turned off the lights in the morning when the sun still seem not that high up in the sky yet and screamed "Where is Lohes ar?" ohh Didn't find that funny? nvm btw Lohes is an Indian! haha hope u get that.secondly, Today is the 1st of April right? which means that it's the start of the Secondary school inter school Wushu competition which Also means that My Taichi competition will be held on 3rd,Friday. Ck will be competition in C boys 4section Broadsword and Sherlyn B girl NanQuan. well Daddy, u won't mind watching over non-believers right? All the best! hey sherlyn, even though there will be national team competing, i believe you still can do it! National team is just a name! well Daddy there's nothing much i can do now but to press in 120% onto you trusting you will make me the head and not the tail. Daddy just spoke to me on Monday saying so what if there are 19competitors and ure the 4th to do your routine? does that mean that i cant help?that made me realize how small i think Daddy is!thirdly, well i just rmb ive got a Dinner out with the Taichi ppl tonight. Mdm Quek will be paying for our dinner! well haha better train hard and pespire more! so that i can fully enjoy my dinner.forurthly, wow...the workshop held yesterday was one of the best ive been through. wad a pity it was only from 8-12. alot of things which they taught, was Taught from the Bible aspect in EJ4 but this was slightly down to earth! so i choose to Suffer now for my future Pleasure, & Daddy ul make Doors open for me Amen!. well the laugh of the day?
Donavan (Speaker): Who can Tell me the Greates Pleasure in life?Tubagus: Sex(Class): *Silence* then break up into laughters Guess im done with sorrting out of toughts.
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