Monday, June 27, 2011 @ 9:08 PM
it's my 18th
I'm Three hours away from being a Man, legal to drink, drive, smoke & rude. somehow for obvious reasons I'm not looking forward to it one bit. beats me?

This 18th shall be the best for me! so shall my 19th,20th,21th and even 100th be!

you might ask what took you so long to start blogging again? i say, i need a break! the whole of last year for me was sort of the worst for me. if i were to blog, all you would see are vulgarities spamming.

Throughout this and last year, alot have changed, alot have growned. I've matured from that hyperactive, super talkertive young ugly dude to someone who isn't that much of the overactive chatterbox but nonetheless a better looking guy i am now. I have to admit turning 18 wasn't the kinda thing i would be looking forward.( you would understand once you reach my age)

your friends came and left, you fell in love and didn't give up but evetually ask yourself is the wait really worth it? you did bad things which you knew that it would hurt those around you and aren't really proud of but continued because it felt good in some ways.

2010 have been really more of a downward ride on a speeding rollercoaster than upward. somethings are just harder to stomach than the others however life must move on, time waits for no man and neither should you wait for it. Grandma passed away, Sister got married, some girl you truly like set of on a plane set for korea and never returning back & you ain't got no courrage to actually confess till the very last minute before she leaves? when you could have done so months ago but hessitated due to fear of rejection

but looking back, i really thank god for the Commando friendships he have built in my life. though people came and left. some saw the imperfections but still stood by beholding your imperfections and still feel good with you around

so..i shall go celebrate! and we'll see how things work for my week and i shall be back!
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