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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 11:45 PM

Itz a Last of the old

Looking back at 2008, it has a helluva ride for me haha

well but life aint gonna be fun if all were good.

every step that i take, Daddy Jesus is teaching me a new lesson.

teaching me how to love, let go n forgive. I would like to agree

with Geraldine that Life as a roller coaster ride wouldn't be trilling

if there wasn't any ups n downs.I saw my 3things come to past n

well the next 3, il wait for it to come to past.

1)To be Closer to my family (Amen! that Happened)
2)I wana be top of my class (I got 5/176 in the level)
3)Let Go of my past (praise God he taught me that though it came late)
All this is GLORY TO GOD!

next year, I will just trust Daddy to be my Pillar to shield me from Shitty

things, though life may be good but still shit happens, so that i gota trust Daddy to

help me Advert.

I Will Pass my Chinese
I Will Hand up my Assignments on time
I Will Obey my teacher....not to the extent where he/she climbs over my head
I Will Master TaiChi for the National Inter school Competition
I Will Have Long lasting friendships, for i have Godly Friends
I Will Speak my Long spoken Words
I Will Get my Family saved for next year will be a Dektos year
I Will Bring my School mates to Church!
I Will Supper every week if possible
I Will not lack behind because I am the head n not the tail.
I Will be Favoured for if God is for me, Who can be against me?
I Will not be Loned out because Daddy Said Never will I Leave You,Nor Forsake you

Wow.....So many I will....what about the Jesus Will? i believe

He Will be my Shepard n Lead me onto the right track
He Will bring me to a land of lush green pasture
He Will Keep me from Harm
He Will be my Healer,Teacher,Father n mentor

If u hvnt know but right now im at Joshua's house blogging, and guess what?

i just got informed that His parents allows us to stay over haha praise god!

which meanz.......MADNESS!!

so far Me,Daryl,Isaac John,Amos,Johnathan n Reinald staying over. We've got

plans of going over to ECP to watch the 1st sunrise of 2009! it originally

was Jeryn's plan but...I duno How it turned out to be a all guys thing.

Every1 is Just happyily RockBanding while im just Sitting alone in the Balcony

Blogging this post. Count down in just less than 15min! alright going back in to

soak in the spirit of new year

@ 11:38 AM

I almost died a musician

as you have known if you have read Sherrie's blog, Ive almost died

in the hands of my Guitar Pick.....which is a Sand paper Grip guitar pick

.how it happened you may ask well itz kinda dumb though but still i will

tell.

I was doing some Blues on my guitar, this time nt the usual fingerstyle,

n i was at the same time chatting wif sherrie on msn. we got into photogrphy

this topic n discuessed on lenses. i introed her some Wedding photographers

blog which was introduced to me by Chris haha n yea ...whenever i had to reply

to her msges, i simply bite onto the pick n start replying untill when i was replying

to her msg, i had a sudden urge to sneeze n i tilt my head back, n the pick went into

my mouth. i almost swollow it! dang it......what a great way to die as a musician huh?

haha well told sherrie abt it n she couldn't imagin hw it looked like man. for a moment

i thought "Daddy, Im Coming home" bt as ive guessed it right. My time is not up yet

becoz i'l live to 120! In Jesus name Amen!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 10:56 PM

Kway Teow

Wow......come to think of it, it's been a long time i had Kway Teow

untill today. i went with my parents to ECP. my dad jogged, i skated

n my mum juz sat at the benches enjoying the sea breeze haha b4 i

left the hse, sam told me shes going to Parkway n im going to ECP

so i msg her telling her to msg me if she has no1 to have dinner with.

you know my parents need their private time alone you know? haha

all parents do! yea bt in the end she had dinner with her dad. i went

to bedok south market for some awsom fishball mee!! not mee!! but

*Kway Teow* haha yes ! you've guessed it right im still obssesed with

kway teow. anyway wads yr plans for tom? ive got tuition tomorrow.

Dang!! so much for enjoyin my new year eve.....yea finally my dad

agree to let me stay out on new year eve. gona have a countdown at

mama's house haha yea mama! then catching a the 1st sunrise of 09

haha wish every1 reading this will be there! yay 09 will be a Dektos

year. full of favor hehe n my Family will be saved! say amen or il

cast you into the fiery pits of hell!!! hey hey hey chilll man...i was just

joking. how am i to blog at such unearthly hours? haha well i think i should

stop b4 i offend more ppl haha!

Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 12:18 PM

it the untold truth

i would like to use this 2 days to sort my life out with the lord.

things which i was afraid to confront, i must.

2009 will be a great year for me becoz well u can say im ready to juz

step out of the comfort zone n impact. last night was kinda bad for me

well tnkz Sherrie for the ear. i came back with my normal facial expression

bt my mum sensed that there was something wrong with me, prob

due to the tone that i was talking in,which was nt the usual me.

went into my room, placed my bags down then went for a shower.

yesterday was quite a pissy day for me aldy n yea now another

problem. the feel was SO #$%%$# up! but well at least i did enjoy my shower.

while i was chatting with Sherrie, my 2nd sis juz came in n started asking me

2ns Sis: Why your Face so black?
Jordon: no ar...where got? im perfectly fine
2nd Sis : U had a Quarrel with your Girlfriend?
Jordon : WTF..i dun even have a Gf in the 1st place
2nd Sis : U had a Quarrel with your Friends
Jordon : No...?
2nd Sis: You dont have enough money for next week?
Jordon: Cummon! im like now $500 Richer n u are asking me that?i should be happy

but the truth was that i was not happy itz not about money problem that's

affecting me,but sometimes itz juz the untold story of how things were

meant to be. well for this i think i'l need to lean on Daddy 101% for help

n i will have faith that it will come to past and, when it comes to past,

i will look back n say "Daddy, you are 4eva so merciful"

i WILL believe and have faith that i will walk out of the darkness

and into light for My weakness was made perfect in you. anyway Thanks Sherrie

for the ear and advice! i may already have come to a conclusion on which path

i will take. though i may turned out to be quite a long night for me but Daddy

is teaching me from every step that i take,picking me up everytime i fall.

this was meant to be a post of sunday but yea i was juz so affected by the truth

that i juz can't bring myself to blog. something that really brightens up my day

is that when i woke up this morn, i recieved a msg from my big sis stateing

"Hey Dear bro, jux wanna say that im very proud of you. i see our abba daddy

handprints all over you. i see the miracle He work in yr life. Whenever my faith

runs low, i will rem his work in you. Evenwhen our faith is as small as a mastard

seed,He gives us strength to move the mountain.let us contd to bask in his love

n stand in faith that 09 will be the salvation for our whole Family.Amen!"

i kinda felt touched when i read this msg. she took her time during her

bz office hr to cheer me up n Glorify God. i never did knew my big sis will

ever think that im a testimony, given the job she has right now and

a master degree holder. what my sis said had really taught me how to

humble myself as i take on this walk with Jesus to show me what is the

perfect love.

Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 11:47 AM

the 20new 1st things

Praise God yesterday was the 1st time ive did so many things. il list it in order

of what i did yesterday. But really thank god for blessing me with this person

to spend this day with.we kinda stood out late haha n she missed her last bus

home man haha I feel so bad but yea i guess itz worth it.

went to geylang east after not going there for more than 5yrs.thatz the longest
ive ever not been to a place.
had so many flash back of my past. i used to live at geylang east okay
carried my empty guitar bag out
Held a Epiphone Les Paul & Played it
Held a Fender Strat & Played it
Held a Gibson Guitar & never did Played it
Purchase such an expensive guitar
Held a Hard Case
Though that a Les Paul is the Holy Grail of Guitars
waited longest for a person
ate longest at 85market (2hrs)
walked from 85market to Reservoir
walked at the reservoir so late
think that my life is actually calm
felt the night breeze of the reservoir
walked the full length of the floating platform
stood at 1 spot for the longest
dropped a coined in the reservoir
made sum1 miss the last bus home
thanked god for having this Great life im living

i think thatz alot of new things ive done n if u think no.20 is rediculious

itz true. this is the 1st time i thanked god for this life im living

Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 5:44 PM

Seoul Garden

Right now im doing yesterdays post which is the eve of christmas

cant believe i stayed out so late. but yesterday was a whole lotta

Love n Fun. i didn't really felt Christmasy till i came home after the

Christmas lunch. Enjoy!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 5:22 PM

My litte Christmas Eve 2008

This is it.Christmas is tomorrow and ive still got 5weeks of math

assignment to complete. never mind itz Christmas Man time to put

on those Christmas Hats,Sing those hymes or juz watch The Christmas wish

again orrrr.......u can Kway Teow!! pardon my randomness but ive been lusting

over Kway Teow lately n yea u can ask Sherrie or Gerladine haha i plurk about

it man. well this is nt the point of my post. Well itz the eve of xmas n i keep

havin the "Kway-Teow in my stomach" feeling well Really have to thank Jesus

hehe u came on earth for us! My Blood Donor saved my life from the clutches

of the devil. How did you spend your Christmas? i went out with my DG to

Seoul Garden for lunch n im Going over to josh house to celeb. well not

that i wana abandon my parents at home but because my parents are

never into the mood into christmas. whenever i get the present, they dont

thank me but say "Why Waste Your Money" haha well mabe one day they'll

understand whats Christmas is about. itz about Giving n God Gave up his son

for the salvation of me! and u! and US! hehe this year is gona be a special year

for me. itz sumting im looking forward to. Alright im gona go get ready to

leave the house aldy....n after bathing i still smell like Barberque

Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 9:51 PM

common ring those bells

Come on ring the bells,
light the christmas tree,
Jesus is the king,
born for you and me
.Come on ring the bells,
every-body say,
Jesus, we remember this your
birthday

those are the lyrics singing in my mind. i mean yea im in the festive mood

right now. haha wow....itz only 9.53 n im already dozeing off infront of my

computer. i think im gona turn in early today. tomorrow gone be a uber

packed day im going back to sch to get my sec4 books 1st then yea study

study n 3hrs of tuition.......n last but not least on the agenda, my 6weeks

of math assignements.

Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 7:27 PM

My Lust for Kway Teow

Right now i kinda feel like watching Love actually AGAIN

itz i Love show which is a muz love! haha im not ashamed

to watch romance movie. guys need their love time what..

haha well todays' Service was great man. the people at the wing

sitting behind the stage were all dressed in white yea super cool

right? haha yea service was good man. oh yea n Ryan,Sweemin,

Esther,Lynn,Corrine if u guys are reading this post, Thank You

so much for the Presents, always remember its not the price of the

presents but the Thought put into it.

After service some of DG peeps went to Kallang Leisure park for lunch

which i don't think is a good idea coz.....itz new creation church man!!

we are talking about size here. n yea we didnt find a seat for ourselves

therefor we have to Dabao then sit on the cold hard floor n eat.....kinda

pathetic to me, but it always seem cool to sit on the floor to have lunch

coz u muz be bold. argh.....i want beach roads' BEEF KWAY TEOW!

i could smell it! i could just taste it! i could see it in my dreams! my mouth

Drool for it! my Saliva cries out from the ground for it! the heavens open

for the Kway Teow!!

haha alright i know im exchagerating too much but u gota understand me!

im not craving for it!! I lust for it!!

Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 12:43 PM

being so tied down

Right now, im kinda facing this dilemma. not exactly alone but

feels alone. that Random-deep-down feeling really kinda sucks

BIG time! you got these things which you want to let it out, but

itz being chained up in you n because of that, i really feel that

Hanging out with my friends is a waste of time,

Hanging out with my familt is a waste of time,

Doing my homework is a waste of time

n all i do all day is sit lie on my bed n stare into blank space finding

the right remedy for my life. most of the time i end up wasteing

time n wasteing myself. all i could do is Say a little prayer

n let Daddy do his job. i dont wana give a damn about my life,

all i want to do right now is seek Refuge in Daddy God.

Friday, December 19, 2008 @ 10:20 PM

my little prayer

And i ask again Lord
i ask for the healing to be bestowed upon me
i ask for the wellness of life to be bestowed upon me.
the Devil shall nt rob my life off me,
for you have crushed his head
n i should be made well
for i am weak n imperfect but
because of your blood that was shed for me
i am now made strong n perfect

im sick again....Mabe i should stop confessing that im sick n start

being optimistic haha well. tomorrow is Christmas bash! well sounds cool

but ive never know what itz like there...oh well gota c for myself.

@ 10:13 PM

My little prayer

And i ask again Lord
i ask for the healing to be bestowed upon me

i ask for the wellness of life to be bestowed upon me.

the Devil shall nt rob my life off me, for you have crushed his head

n i should be made well

for i am weak n imperfect

but because of your blood that was shed for me

i was made strong n perfect

Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 8:26 PM

Pic: empty mall (Connect08)

I was looking through my phone n rmbed that i snapped pictures

of empty shoppin mall coz i went home late n came very early for the

Connect08. it was so uber early n late that the mall was empty! as in

human-empty haha it was like dead silence there n me n john

were like asshole-ing in there doing all sorts of crazy stuff.

Taken day b4 connect08. it isnt that late

yep this was take on the morning itself....i told you it was early

@ 1:53 PM

im running a fever! thanks Sam 4 e panadol

Hey Daddy Jesus
Heal me completely of my
sickness & diseases.
for i am the righteous of
god n all the wellness of life is mine
in Jesus name
Amen

Alright, I'm right now having a fever burning at 37.9 degree,close to 38

n itz a stupid decision to blog when I'm burning high, but Ive got to come

onto the net to retrieve n complete my assignments n the currents once

which i dread doing or i risk dieing when school starts is Chinese n math.

haha though i may ace my math *which is all thank to Daddy Jesus*

but it just kills my brain cells doing math with all the tedious calculations.

n yea Thank Sherrie lots for helping me decipher my Chinese holiday

assignment instruction. haha well it turned out that what i have to do

was much easier that what i though i was suppose to do *Praise God*

oh yea the Connect 08 was FREAKING AWESOME MAN!!!

can you imagine you n 3 other friends each either on the

mic, bass, guitar or drums rocking out with rockband together n it

aint any normal TV that you are looking at but, at a Projector screen!

itz juz like u are playing rockband in your class room! hw cool can that sound?

haha yep i brought Brendan Chia for the Connect08 yesterday....n yea

i asked more than 10people only brendan turned up n told him to

ask his Sam Pang along bt he was like BUT this BUT that so well too bad for

him itz his loss. I went to help out with the making of the tags the previous

day n boy was there Heaven lotz of tags to complete, we didnt finish making

the tags though we spent like around 8hours in the Ruby room doing the tags

played RockBand in the deserted Lv4 auditorium n yea....Issac broke the

drumset while we were rocking out to all americans reject - dirty little secret

haha. i went home late n left the house early as really late n really early.

as expected my mum nagged at me....Good thing i didnt tell her that i was havin

a slight flu n a headache or else......ive brought the nagging to a whole new level.

Anyway Thanks Samantha! for the flu panadol haha.
*you can never stop thanking someone*
yea n in jesus name im healed! haha no la u
didnt pass the virus to me prob i got sick due to lack of sleep

@ 1:51 PM

5th day of Christmas

here goes nothing! Day5!

On the fifth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 12:37 AM

It's hard to break to you

Lately i juz keep havin this tingling sensation in my limbs

itz that feeling again! i wana cornfirm it again, but im afraid

though Jesus have Said, Do not be afraid, but i still find no

security in that sentence coz im afraid after ive done something,

thing may never be the same again.right now, i juz want to keep

this post short n simple i do not want people to start gossiping

or start bitching about it. though i may blog abt it, il try to keep

things as private as possible

@ 12:34 AM

Day4 of Christmas

there i go again! Day 4!

On the fourth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree

Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 10:36 PM

3rd day of christmas

haha as uve guessed 3rd day of Christmas

On the third day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

@ 10:16 PM

My Trust in You

whats that tingleing feeling? I searched my soul

hopeing its not a trap. a promiseing future i hope it may be,

but i learnt my lesson. i've burned myself. itz sometime hard

for me to express myself but God knows if im ever out of track

n bring me back to where im supose to be. till then, Lord

i'll put my trust in you

Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 10:32 PM

2nd day of Christmas

well this is 2nd day of Christmas song!!

On the second day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree

Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 10:41 PM

1st day of Christmas

did you realize? we are only 12days away from christmas!

i think im gona do the 12days of Christmas song thing juz to make every1

get into the mood of christmas n start sending me presents! hehe lynn told me

that she got sumtin for me aldy! so yea thatz a Christmas present

On the first day of Christmas

, my true love sent to me

A partridge in a pear tree.

@ 10:16 PM

Lespaul! after EJ4

well im over with my broken SG guitar coz i know itz now

living itz life of a rockstar in Guitar Heaven. i shall no longer shed any tears

you coz i know u wont be able to rock out the best ! n yea i gona get a new

LES PAUL!!!

haha yea Praise God! i juz came back from camp n the next day i woke

up n my mum came to me n told me "eh...u juz woke up? i wanted to go get

a guitar with you today so i was like "God...thanks man! i thought i was gona

wait for ages b4 i get my next guitar

Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 7:32 PM

EJ4

I came back from Encounter Jesus camp 4, Being a new self n leaving this

who i used to be behind me. Lord i thank you so much for the Blessed message

that i may learn to lean on you n let go of the memories of my past relationship.

one which should have been done 2years ago, because i realize, the more i cling

onto it n drag on, the harder it'll be harder to let go. i can now lead a life which i will

not be reminded of my past failures because you promised me that my future

will be good.

The Camp was truly Blessed, a life transforming one. i mean serious. I, a boy

who is very vulnerable to being inferior, is now an amour barrier of God,

a Royal Priesthood,a people belonging to God, who can speak with confidence to

a person who is obviously much taller,bigger in size, better in studies n much

more talent than me. though i may not meet the physical aspects of what mentioned

above, that doesn't stop me from praying, because what i seek shall be found

in the kingdom of God. Ask me n i will share my testimonies with you

Thursday, December 4, 2008 @ 7:34 PM

My Room Smells like

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 @ 11:06 PM

prayer isnt child's play

Sumtimes things juz flash across our eyes so fast

that we juz can't seize the happening from happening

but watch the outcome of the deeds

we say prayers that keep us in doubt for we ask ourself

did we pray the right prayer for the right situation.

untill we realize that prayer isnt juz a child's play

but a change u must be ready to adapt to.

@ 11:12 AM

11hrs of sleep made me a zombie

Well itz like less than a mth to Christmas!

so i shall blog everyday n yea do a christmas countdown.

Right now im feelin quite zombish as in....my head feels hollow..

kinda feel the opposite of a hang over. cant believe that i slept for

like 11hrs....bet i cant slp tonight coz i slpt too much today! gota find

ways to tire myself out..maby another jog?nah....my calf muscle hurts

now, so yea i juz guess i shall tireing myself out by sittin infront of the com

for the rest of the day n get into depression mode

Monday, December 1, 2008 @ 12:57 AM

My Offered Prayer

i kinda felt good after steping outta my comfort zone today

to pray for a friend of mine who is going through a veri tough time.

thatz the first time i did so. yea u heard me right! this is the first time

in my whole life i asked a friend "Will You Allow Me to Pray For You"

.it happened preety cooly lar it wasnt face to face bt through MSN Call chat

haha Thank God for sumtin so distinct to rmb hehe.

when was the last time i did that? that was the last camp when

i step outta the comfort zone to make new friends.

what he told me, i felt like the exact mirror image of myself juz

a few mths ago . I believe that Daddy God used me to

help him through this coz i had that same feelin for mths

juz a few mths ago.

right now im in no possition to talk to him like a leader, bt all i can

do is offer up my prayer for him, trying to let him understand that

the DG is the Godly friends that u can be through with all of your

emotions with us, can cry,can laugh n juz share whatever that

we may seek help from the lord n be through this together

in tears or joy. As im writeing this post, i juz realize that im changed.

never have i had so much faith in him of the things he can do, itz no more

the "ok lor......no harm believeing what" to the "Jesus!!!u've done it all

on the cross for me! even if im the only one on earth, It shall be done"

though i may nt be the same cheerful old me bt i believe itz a change

for the better.