Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 12:18 PM
it the untold truth
i would like to use this 2 days to sort my life out with the lord.

things which i was afraid to confront, i must.

2009 will be a great year for me becoz well u can say im ready to juz

step out of the comfort zone n impact. last night was kinda bad for me

well tnkz Sherrie for the ear. i came back with my normal facial expression

bt my mum sensed that there was something wrong with me, prob

due to the tone that i was talking in,which was nt the usual me.

went into my room, placed my bags down then went for a shower.

yesterday was quite a pissy day for me aldy n yea now another

problem. the feel was SO #$%%$# up! but well at least i did enjoy my shower.

while i was chatting with Sherrie, my 2nd sis juz came in n started asking me

2ns Sis: Why your Face so black?
Jordon: no ar...where got? im perfectly fine
2nd Sis : U had a Quarrel with your Girlfriend?
Jordon : WTF..i dun even have a Gf in the 1st place
2nd Sis : U had a Quarrel with your Friends
Jordon : No...?
2nd Sis: You dont have enough money for next week?
Jordon: Cummon! im like now $500 Richer n u are asking me that?i should be happy

but the truth was that i was not happy itz not about money problem that's

affecting me,but sometimes itz juz the untold story of how things were

meant to be. well for this i think i'l need to lean on Daddy 101% for help

n i will have faith that it will come to past and, when it comes to past,

i will look back n say "Daddy, you are 4eva so merciful"

i WILL believe and have faith that i will walk out of the darkness

and into light for My weakness was made perfect in you. anyway Thanks Sherrie

for the ear and advice! i may already have come to a conclusion on which path

i will take. though i may turned out to be quite a long night for me but Daddy

is teaching me from every step that i take,picking me up everytime i fall.


this was meant to be a post of sunday but yea i was juz so affected by the truth

that i juz can't bring myself to blog. something that really brightens up my day

is that when i woke up this morn, i recieved a msg from my big sis stateing

"Hey Dear bro, jux wanna say that im very proud of you. i see our abba daddy

handprints all over you. i see the miracle He work in yr life. Whenever my faith

runs low, i will rem his work in you. Evenwhen our faith is as small as a mastard

seed,He gives us strength to move the mountain.let us contd to bask in his love

n stand in faith that 09 will be the salvation for our whole Family.Amen!"

i kinda felt touched when i read this msg. she took her time during her

bz office hr to cheer me up n Glorify God. i never did knew my big sis will

ever think that im a testimony, given the job she has right now and

a master degree holder. what my sis said had really taught me how to

humble myself as i take on this walk with Jesus to show me what is the

perfect love.
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