Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 9:24 PM
That intimacy which i lack
thinking of ways to get that Loneliness away.

i thought maybe friends would, so i did so, only to find that

how much i find disappointment in them

i thought that maybe i miss my guitar! so i played on and on

but still found no solution, no matter how much i crank up the

Bass,Mid, Treble n Crunch knobs, i can never reach the point

of my self comfort zone.

There is this something which is lacking in me.

something which i believe in everyone life they will crave for

this craving for intimacy. the intimacy with someone.

I'm not into relationship right now. Why go through all

this and end up breaking each other's heart? Ive been through

it a few years ago and i tell you, all these hurt you that you'll

eventually go though Does Not make up for all the good times I've

been through.

So this narrows down to only 1. which is the Intimacy with God.

i have not been sharing with daddy lately

putting things ahead of him, which only make him least important to me

Doing things only to prove of my righteousness which is totally redundant

because in Christ, i am the Righteousness of God whom Jesus loves
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