Friday, April 3, 2009 @ 5:11 PM
I'l be back
Kinda having mixed up feeling right now, 50% joy 30% disappointed & 20% pissed off. Competition standard this year just moved up a whole notch. the competitors ive seen last year just got way better. i got 7.86 for my routine which was quite OK...compared to the champion who go 8.40. ohh n this time, my leg lift lifted to a exact 90deg, last year i leg was so weak that i lift to to an 80deg only. Daddy did it with me! i just told him "Daddy, im not gonna care anymore!whatever marks u think suits me, just give it to me"

it pisses me off to see people who does the routine ok-ok-ly and miss out a whole Lotta moves to get points more than me. its ridiculous man! the first thing that came to my mind when this guy who missed out like 5steps n lost his balance while doing to get 8.10 was "ASDFGHJKL!! Judge Kayu la! !@$#%" haha seriously man i completed my fagging routine without loosing balance n got pathetic 7.86 points??

Forget it man, rmb this! il be back next year. i still got my O's next year bt meanwhile i will start paying more attention in my work now that the wushu competition is over. which mean i can go at 60% drive to do my F&N 1st. it's best that i finish my F&N in may. oh oh oh man....today i had a nightmare again! the last time i had a nightmare, i dreamt that i smoked, this time is the same but it aint any ordinary cigarette but i smoked Weed!! seriously man what is wrong with my sub-conscious
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