Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 10:40 PM
Please don't stop the rain
Still being affected badly by what happened yesterday....I went into the arena with full of confidence thinking you are the pillar who will not crumble & fall, but i guess i was wrong Again.
i can't explain why must you put me down at such an important stage in this year. i've been anticipating for this competition since last year! i wanted to see how good am I compared to the Singapore national team. you did the routine with me, WE didn't show any signs of pain dispite of that sharp cramp in my foot. WE passed the 5minute mark and not risked not losing 0.1 for insufficient time. WE stood out of the arena waiting eagerly for our marks only to get Suck 7.86points. what went wrong? is it me praying for any mark which u think suits me or what?!

Im tired of trying to keep up. im running out of fuel and lossing that faith momentem. zooming past mach1 seems way impossible to even give it a try. trying to stick as one is so HARD! Daddy, I GIVE UP! I REPEAT! I #$%^ing GIVE UP!!......please! this is like toment to me, how much more can i take?am i gona hold on even at breaking point?
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