Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 3:49 AM
Let it rain Grace
Feel like gorging myself and just sit myself in a corner of a room and whine about it. ive been procastinating my own success in Chinese. aparently im the only one U graded for chinese in class.
the subject which i've always wanted to pass, to score well in, to glorify God with, I flunk it.

My soul feels like it just plunged into obvillion with people all around me trying to "Rub salt onto my wound" Darn F*kers! what for pass the rest of the subject and still be top of the class when i can't even get the Basics of chinese right? i made a little imporvement in my Comb. Humans but that ain't good enough, not even close to passing grade.

probally the remedy is simply, whichthe use of Grace again? but where is the Grace when you really need it? seems like the world used up all of it. God....I need you! deliever me from this mad World
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