Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
the Love of 16
Gota Blog before 12am man.
How much better can today get? i mean serious?! it's so beautiful today. even right now when im blogging, im somehow still haveing the feeling of being moved to tears. i've just recieved alot today and when blessings come, it just smack me hard up,down, left, right & centre

Today's Level session was about the father's love and towards the end Coach pat just spoke and said whoever who never felt a love of a natural father, put their hands on their heart & i did as he say without even a moment of hessitation. though i may have a natural father, but the thing is that i've never never felt his love. our daily conversation can be as little as a Good morning & Good Night only. the moment my heart just spoke "daddy, let me run to you and get caught in your embrace again" there's this Love-ey Love-ey feeling flooding though my insides! the power of love was just so overwealming that i just started to broke down n sob away without caring who is beside me. I guess im wrong when i said that i aint need no father's love, deep inside i've always yearned for my dad's affection.

after Level session, went home because my sis said that they wanted to celebrate my birthday
and yep it turned out Way way better than i thought it will be. man the meals costed a Bomb man! but no condemnation because i am favoured! i didnt even ask for much i only said seafood & they went to get like crab & 100pieces of Salmon! with lots of chicken & noodle. I thought that was the best birthday gife that i was gona get but little did i know, the best has yet to come and i sorta had a hard time opening my present which was in an airmail package & guess wad i found in it!! a Blue Ipod Nano! with Engraings from my family!
for the 1st time in many years, i hugged them literally..body crushingly hard!
i just wanted to cry at that moment..im just way too overwealmed with love!

oh...itz 12:00 already!
which means from now on!
im eligible to watch NC16 Movies!!
Im no more a minor!
I will be going to prison instead of boys home( in jesus name i wont even step into it, amen!)



























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