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Sunday, September 11, 2011 @ 10:54 AM
searching for that lighthouse
Been awhile since i blogged eh people? well ALOT of change have come my way, had i not been prepared i think truth and reality would be too much for me to handle. the feeling of change did come. this time round i think it's huge! well not physically huge but psychologically creates this huge wirlpool within me. i've choosen to look this life with a change as a positive one, starting to let go what i've held deep in my heart for the past few month. and slowly replacing it with this new thing or person which actually pretty much remind me of myself when i was at that age too, naive but full of hope. Unlike now that i've grown into a man, all mentality and style of thinking is shapped in a way the world wants you to, but may seem pretty....blunt and boring at times
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Monday, June 27, 2011 @ 9:08 PM
it's my 18th
I'm Three hours away from being a Man, legal to drink, drive, smoke & rude. somehow for obvious reasons I'm not looking forward to it one bit. beats me? This 18th shall be the best for me! so shall my 19th,20th,21th and even 100th be! you might ask what took you so long to start blogging again? i say, i need a break! the whole of last year for me was sort of the worst for me. if i were to blog, all you would see are vulgarities spamming. Throughout this and last year, alot have changed, alot have growned. I've matured from that hyperactive, super talkertive young ugly dude to someone who isn't that much of the overactive chatterbox but nonetheless a better looking guy i am now. I have to admit turning 18 wasn't the kinda thing i would be looking forward.( you would understand once you reach my age) your friends came and left, you fell in love and didn't give up but evetually ask yourself is the wait really worth it? you did bad things which you knew that it would hurt those around you and aren't really proud of but continued because it felt good in some ways. 2010 have been really more of a downward ride on a speeding rollercoaster than upward. somethings are just harder to stomach than the others however life must move on, time waits for no man and neither should you wait for it. Grandma passed away, Sister got married, some girl you truly like set of on a plane set for korea and never returning back & you ain't got no courrage to actually confess till the very last minute before she leaves? when you could have done so months ago but hessitated due to fear of rejection but looking back, i really thank god for the Commando friendships he have built in my life. though people came and left. some saw the imperfections but still stood by beholding your imperfections and still feel good with you around so..i shall go celebrate! and we'll see how things work for my week and i shall be back!
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Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 8:12 AM
Wow...alright this is a preview post. I'm currently blogging from my iPhone. Shouldn't have suppose to work but I'm giving it a try. Well anyways update of any recent happenings should be up soon if I have the time
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Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 12:48 AM
He Lives
Guess What! Jesus Knocked on my door and when i opened the door, He embraced me
with a hug and i saw his nail pierced hands....Welcome home daddy All i can say is Happy Easter everyone! He Lives! and Happy Nom Noming on yr Easter egg?
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Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 10:35 AM
The 3day Adam Khoo workshop have finally come to an end! Mind blowing breath taking experience for me. it shouldnt even be called "Motivational" workshop more like a "SoulSearching" workshop for me. i know i've got some church friend who are really being too "holy" who stands firm, insisting that "adam khoo workshop is a waste of time and money because he he motivates people and they end up still failing in the end" my stand on this? well...just apply it to church sermons even if God helps you, you will not succeed unless you give a damn about it, just like for example i wanna be a photographer, i pray hard to get the camera i want, God gives me the camera but i don't make use of it, how the heck am i to be the world's best photographer given the tools and i do not make use of it? same concept applies well everyone were high on emotions, laughers and tears being shed everywhere. best chance to see a true man cry man. if the guy dun tear, it tells of 2 things either he is too "manly" for such stuff or either that he is born without emotions. how can picturing your parents dieing not make you tear? for me? it's ok to cry. everyone do cry and i do believe girls would prefer a guy who dares to cry in their presence right? well what on from now on? of couse try to score my 12points so i can get into Tamasek Poly school of Design! and earn up enough money someday so i can tithe as much as i want and give my parents the amount of money they want not how much i can give...big difference you know
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Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 2:11 PM
Overwritten
Oh God! im down with a fever burning at 38, kinda immobilised on the bed surfing through the net to kill my boredom. the heat is simply too much for me currently to handle any form of school work right now. can't believe less than 12hours ago i was still enjoying my holidays...untill Mr. Fever decides to be the Man and ruine my day eh? indeed it was most packed day for me during the holidays but it's way better getting stucked at home studying like a computer. Skating at ECP was awesome though we only made it up to bedok jetty only, but that little progress in doing a powerslide and T brake was totally worth it! Skating drained us dried of our energy and wushu felt...somewhat blunt. you can't perfrom to your max potential and competition is just weeks away! oh yea Happy Birthday Joseph! haha had a great time at Yuka no Yaki before heading down to bedok jetty to join the dudes of Remix for fishing. haha i simply had to say this! I caught a SooYoung! sad Calvin caught a penguin! haha nah im just pulling your leg. First time fishing and i caught 3 "nasi lemak" not bed eh? many would call it beginners luck. i was intending to stay till 12am but in the end stood till 6am haha what can i say? shit happens? no worries my mum knows i was out late =D
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Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 8:32 AM
WE ARE PARAMORE IN SINGAPORE!
DISCLAIMER: ONLY READ IF YOU HAVE THE TIME COS IT'Z A LONG ONE  Alright Alright, settle down, settle down...i know what's going through your mind right now. You must be thinking "That lucky ba*tard just bloody took a picture with the Zac Farro, Taylor York and Justin York of PARAMORE" or "That Stalker! how did he manage to stalk them all the way to suntec?" so let me break it down for ya and at the same time, clear up some misconceptions yea.
Firstly...i did not stalk them, call me lucky but i don't really care because I'm simply too blessed and that's the reason i got a photo opportunity with them. Brandon and I were making our way to the bus stop to get ourselves over to the Singapore Indoor Stadium so that we could secure our places in the standing pen after lunch but somhow brandon said he wanted some weird branded marker which I've never heard of so..i tried sourcing for the marker and end up buying a pilot marker because he thought that "maybe we will have a meet and greet session after the concert" so well we bought the marker and was walking towards the marker when suddenly Brandon went "Oh My Gosh! PARAMORE!!!!!" and started running towards them in Suntec. Damn! How could i not have realize Zac, Taylor & Justin were less than 100m away from them! anyways, after realizing that they were THE members of Paramore i ran too! =D it takes an idiot to not run towards them to get a picture taken. apart from the picture taking and autograph, they Asked for our names! how often do Artist humble themselves and quit yapping about how successful they are and ask about their fans?
really Hope you guys are reading this man. God! Thank you so dang much for the Qarah Moment! Right place Right time Amen! Wasn't suppose to bring my camera and poster along but had a dream last night that there they had a meet and greet session at SIS, woke up and said..it's impossible that will happen but still somthing inside me prompt me to do so and so i did....didn't kill to have that 700g more in yr bag right?
 Opening band was Monochrome...pretty much sucked so badly...it sounded like a metal band opening for Paramore (Rock band) it's like...."Two camels in a tiny Car" i wonder why! did Singaporeans even vote for this band to open for paramore? however i admire their courage man, the crowd in the standing pen were flashing their middle fingers and shouting "You SUCK! We want paramore!" throughout the opening...i could tell from the facial expression of the bassist that he really wanna get off stage badly. I too do admit they suck...no rockability and the guitarist sounds like a crazy metal freak shredding himself out of control! the singer ain't got no Rock-ability factor in her. Poor show guys...and i do not regret participating with the crowd in the YOU-SUCK-AND-YOU-DESERVE-MY-MIDDLE-FINGER thingy Apart from that....no doubt it was an AWESOME but dangerous too..People were pushing around throughout the whole concert in the standing pen. all i could say is you don't move to where u want but rather you get moved by the wave of crowd. people got hurt and"sat on" because those in front of you are pushing you back just cos they got no space and those behind are pushing you towards the front because they wanna catch paramore "close up" i fell a couple of times and can be sure to tell you that You will never get up once you fall and will sooner or later be trampled underneath unless someone help you up because of that and Shame on you Singaporeans....you only cared about your wants and totally forsaken safety in the meantime Enjoy these shots taken from my DigiCam man....Too poor to afford for my Nikon D300s right now but shall be blessed with it AMEN! btw my DigiCam ain't that crap anymore after knowing you can zoom in more than x15 and thus, the closeups in the shots :D  Ain't Hayley hot?   Jeremy! the super Jeresome & 1 helluva bassist  it's Taylor York~~~~ Overall, this awesome was Freaking DOPEly ultimately speciously utterly fagging two camels in a car AWESOME! You guys score 100points dude! what i liked about this concert? being around girls! no..think of it the positive way..how can real man not enjoy being in the company of girls around your age looking soooo attractive and friendly talking to you while everyone is bored in the que and looking for some fun in the que? unless you are gay of course! apart from that, i really enjoyed helping people up whenever they fall and vice vesa. one questions for you all...Why do girls hair smell and look so smooth! there was this hot Malay chick behind me in que, talked to her and she got some coolsome smooth hair! even helped her up during the concert! super duper elated! must be heaven man! hot girl being friendly to you and in return you help her up when she falls
God i must be in Heaven! I'm surrounded by so many hot babes and hunks! Shall ask for their number the next concert hehe. FYI I'm not Desperate, just...too sociable!
Rock on Peeps! this concert was the Best DOPE i could indulge in this year!
Will be back soon to do another update :D Cheers fellow Xiao Long Baos! i just Blogged myself into a state of peace, tranquility and happiness!
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